September 2009
11 posts
random appearance of an old friend.
someone whom I haven’t seen in over two years showed up at my house today. I’m sure he didn’t even know if I still lived there. random appearance of an old friend. memories of a time filled with flashing lights, cloudy vision, and lots of drugs poured back into my head. some thing I wish could have stayed out of my mind. weird.
“you’re looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black. you...”
we'll see where this goes.
tonight I drove around a lot. I went to Brian’s, and then to Fiona’s house warming party. I’m starting to really like Fiona, she is dating my best friend, so I guess I’m supposed to like her, but I’m programmed to not like her. so we’ll see where this goes.
I can't really even get myself to leave my room.
I’m having a hard time motivating myself to go out and socialize. I can’t really even get myself to leave my room. tonight I didn’t go to my best friend’s party. partially out of fear of not being able to get in. since I wasn’t able to go with him early like I was supposed to, I ended up in my room once I was home again, and haven’t left since. I haven’t...
